Dont let me stay there too long

I alighted at Clarke Quay today caused i thought of trying out the new route to Charcoal and guessed what?! I was lost! I was strucked at OCBC Bank's building and i felt like a lost child. With the help of my dearest brother, i managed to get out of that unfamiliar place!! What makes me feel even worst was when i was walking along Boat Quay, i got a very bad feeling that his bar is just nearby and there it is, it's just infront of me man!!! I didn't even turn and i walked like a speed of thunder! My heart feels like it's jumping out!! Questions kept on popping up like "What if he sees me and what if we just bumped onto each other?!" OMG i think i will seriously kill myself! ;p I think i will be tongue tight when i see him again!! Its been almost a year and i really hate myself from being a weakling and just WHEN can i get it over man! Felt so useless and dumb! To him, i had always been a loser.. Sighs.