I'm not to sure where should i start from. Things has not changed just that i had been living in denial all along. Love, a simple four letter word which no longer holds any importance anymore. Because of the past, because of all the pain i had receives all these years, i had stop loving. All these years, living in the past, trying all ways to mend back the broken heart, to get back what it used to be mine. Being a dumbass, being blinded folded by love times and again. Whats forever? It carrys no meaning anymore. Seeing one left after another leaving me alone to pick up the broken piece and what worst was all of them had already found their "someone" and now, slowly bearing all the pain i have to let it all go because everyone is slowly getting married while me? Deep down, no one understand how it feels. Because what it used to matter, still matters.