Its already the 4th day of 2012.

2011 didn't really end well. Expected fun but ended up working in the kitchen. 2011 started off my first time job in Pastry w Fullerton hotel after my attachment. It hasn't been a promising time there and was thinking of quitting till chef melvin came for rescue which was only after 27th. He asked me to stay to help him and he promise he would change the system in the kitchen. So, i gave up my thought of going and also gave myself another change to learn from him. Its just the start and hoping my stay would bring me to a better future...

I know this job is what I've chosen from the start and i know, almost 90% of my time i gotten commit to work and knowing, i had started to lose friends as the time passes by. As much as i doesn't want to, i have to. Because of myself, because of a better future... I really miss them, miss those fun times we used to have but as we grow up, we each lead life differently. I just hope they will all understand and gave me their fullest support..

2011, thankful for my family who is always there for me. And to everyone esp my god-family who always took time just to fit in to my offday so we could meet up for a meal.. And to bestie, she's probably one of the best person i ever know who always says she understand w/o me explaining and always been there for me thru it all. I know i no need alot of ppl in my life, as long as the true ones stays and those that really understand, because my life is different from others.