Feeling really vexed and tired these days. Many thoughts running thru my mind. Chef Min Choo had already made up her mind to leave. Work seems to stack up now. I don't even know im able to take over and i have no confidence in handling over town buffet. Its like suddenly, everything is being thrown right at you and i gotten fix it up. Just hope as the time pass, things will eventually gets better! This time, it gotten be a tough period. Hope im able to get thru it. I really need to...

And i felt really silly now thinking of J after 2 years!! Its like memories just flashes back. I looked back at those photos, those days we are in KL. It's truly was sweet abet the sadness that accompanies w e breakup. All these while, many things have changed him. He's someone so smart yet he wanna lead e wrong path n gg thru all these now! The stubbornness will always be permanent on him! Just hope something will hit him hard and will changed him one day to be a better person. He had found his freedom which he wanted all along but is he truly happy???? I know i should bothered, but sometime, i still care, i do care.. Praying for his safely and good health all the time...