Tonight, all i want is to sleep after this post and forget everything i saw today. Or particularly, just let me forget everything that had once happen. For almost a year, i hold on to that tiny hope. I always pray for a change in you. But after knowing the ugly truth, i decided to just get up and continue to move on. The heart is so died now. Guessed i was just leading along. I feel like being stabbed at the back but the truth is finally out. I wanted to call someone so badly to talk, but it seems that no one understand what its been for me all these while, only myself. I tried so hard to hold it back, you gave me hope, you make me believe but yet???? I was so blinded.

Was life nothing more than a storm that constantly washed away what had been there only a moment before, and left behind something barren and unrecognizable?