Its your 22th yesterday and it was as thou the day was all for you that i forgotten about another friend's bday.. Its been 8 months plus and its time to let it off now, as promise to myself. No matter how hard i tried, even if we are back tgt, we weren't be happy. I decided not to mend it anymore. Its not that i had not tried, i tried and the harder i try, the harder it fails me. There is so much things running through my mind each day. Reflecting on myself, reflecting on the things i do and reflecting on people revolving around me. I reflected what J's told me during those times when i feel so negative over everything!! I'm trying to change, to be a better person each time, trying to see my imperfection and trying to prefect it. I'm too tired to type. But hereby wishing J, HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY!! Knew you must be party-ing your special day away. I wish you well in whatever you do. Think wiser. Be happy. All the best, boy! (: