Meeting the cliques on a monday's evening with hot yumppy fish head soup @ Bugis (Xin Yuan Ji) and impromptu, we took neoprints! Come to think of it, when was the last time man! Haha! Had fun with them thou its only for a short while..

The boy had finally grown up! Attend his 21st after my work. The cousins put in much effort in finding those magazine and decorating the chalet up and making banner for him! :D Glad that he enjoyed himself with his mini-beer's partyyyyy! :D

Food is a source of joy

Yesterday finally had the same off day with mum so decided to bring her out for brunch @ upper Thomson road, Habitat Coffee. But, the day didn't go according to what i want. Firstly, we alighted at the wrong bustop and we walked a distance of 2.7km till we reached our destination. Didn't felt really welcomed when i stepped into the place plus what makes me even more sian was that, brunch is only open on WEEKDAYS! -.- So i just ordered their habitat sandwich plus their have-to-order, truffle fries! Food wasn't that great after all. After lunch, we walked over to Thomson plaza and then took bus down to AMK. Wait for Dad to fetch us and we brought dinner back home.


Today end work around 8pm, all of them came over my workplace to fetch me and we went Swee Choon dim sum restaurant for dinner! Foods was great and its been awhile since the four of us have dinner tgt! Heart-warming thou :D Love my precious three! <3

Feeling really vexed and tired these days. Many thoughts running thru my mind. Chef Min Choo had already made up her mind to leave. Work seems to stack up now. I don't even know im able to take over and i have no confidence in handling over town buffet. Its like suddenly, everything is being thrown right at you and i gotten fix it up. Just hope as the time pass, things will eventually gets better! This time, it gotten be a tough period. Hope im able to get thru it. I really need to...

And i felt really silly now thinking of J after 2 years!! Its like memories just flashes back. I looked back at those photos, those days we are in KL. It's truly was sweet abet the sadness that accompanies w e breakup. All these while, many things have changed him. He's someone so smart yet he wanna lead e wrong path n gg thru all these now! The stubbornness will always be permanent on him! Just hope something will hit him hard and will changed him one day to be a better person. He had found his freedom which he wanted all along but is he truly happy???? I know i should bothered, but sometime, i still care, i do care.. Praying for his safely and good health all the time...

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Just hope work will goes well and smooth. Feeling so tired of work and sometime the minority can caused so much changes in the kitchen. There seems to be communication breaks down all the time. WHY!!! If only, i could speaks out clearly how i felt deep down. Sometime work makes me felt so demoralized! Trying so hard to find motivation to work...

I really need to hang in there, there's so much more things on hand! Note to self, not to feel so negative.

Highest peak

Sometime growing up, you tend to take up so much responsibilities. Work seems to overtook everything. It seems like we all work so hard just for a living! Work sometime makes me mad, makes me felt so frustrated! I even asked myself why do i gave out so much when im earning like "peanuts"! Moreover, no one appreciates when the hard work is never pay off!! :( Many a times, the people and the many many negatives surrounding makes me felt like giving up and move on. But, i asked myself again, no matter where we go, we ended up meeting people like these and how many times i gg to give up and go? This is nt a positive attitude in life. But sometime i felt so tired, felt like i had enough. Work numb me up, all i want was to get back home, have a good bathe and sleep.

I always appreciates those who dotes, care n love me especially my family; always being protected by them and i know i shouldn't asked for more..

For each time the heart hurts, i just want to sleep and spent a quiet time alone.

Its been awhile since i really sat down and had a good time to blog. The year is coming to an end in ard 3 more months. We have all grown up, each leading different lifestyle and in e mid while, we meet different people, in different stages of life. Now i believe that people leave at sometime, even thou you were once so closed with. Whats all the "friends forever"? I doesn't believe it anymore. People come and go. We can't stop it. Sometime fate just stop halfway there?? I used to have a group of really fun loving group of friends but many many things happen in the years and slowly, all of us split up into groups and groups. Looking back at those photos, those fun we had its indeed priceless. Something i will always looked back to reminiscence the past. Glad that each and everyone of them is leading a good time now. Just hope, someday, the picture of all of us will be perfect once again!

On a side note, found out something really unpleasant regarding of J. Watching him getting from bad to worst yet feeling helpless. He had let those who love him down again & AGAIN! Now, just pray that he will be fine n wake up from all his mistakes n be a better person.. Keeping him in my prayer*

BEST OF OCTOBER!

(Oct 3) Meet up with my fave three for food for thoughts @8 Queen Street. It was full-house due to the lunch crowd but we didn't wait too long for our seats. The foods was good.

Dinner time finally met up with BESTIE after her work! Yz tagged along during movie time so we asked him along to COCOTTE as well. Alysia works here so i came over to give it a try! Food was great, nice ambiance definitely with the best people! So the 4 of them ordered a dessert platter for me and a complimentary cake from Alysia! Had a great day with them!! =)

Met up with sl, marcus, ken & law after our work. Had my first korean bbq's dinner @ SARANG (Orchard Central)!! It's my first time there and talking about their foods, i wld definitely go again! Their kimchi&seafood soup is one of those dishes I'm so crazed over! Sl brought two slices of cake with her chocolate's wording from Antoinette! Me and Marcus birthday both falls on Oct and we had been celebrating tgt since last year! Hope it continue like this every year! :D Happy Birthday to US!! :D:D

(Oct 9) On a sunny sunday, had lunch with my family @ hougang mall and a good shopping day with Mum&Dad before heading over to AMK to meet up with my godparents. Dinner @AMK one of the coffee shop! Simple meal yet I'm happy to see everyone!=)

On my actual birthday, Mum cooks all my fave and her home-made fried chicken wing! *YUM*


(Oct 13) Save the best for the last, definitely with the people i love the most!! So i had 2 complimentary birthday voucher to dine in at TOWN restaurant! So the five of us head down on a thursday's evening! Had a really warm-welcome by everyone there! :D Chef Willie prepared a huge pizza for my table and Chef Danny specially made a really nice sushi platter for me! Ended off the day with a tiramisu prepared by Chef Min Choo. Thou its a really short night, but i enjoyed myself so much! Thanks everyone for making this meal a great one and makes me feel really blessed.

So this is how i celebrate my 23rd. Thou like the usual years, the 6th person had been missing but i guessed, it will come along on e right time and at a right place someday. There's many many things i wanna say but when it come to time i really sit down and type down my thoughts, it just went blank.

HAPPY OCTOBER!!! :D:D:D:D